RDr Ross
From what I do know about you, you feel things very deeply. Like your bond with Dexter. Where do you think that sterns from?
Maybe because he's the only guy in my life that I haven't dumped, or cheated on or...isn't dead.
RDr Ross
Is it possible that your feelings for Dexter are the reason that you've chosen men in the past who have been either inappropriate or unavailable?
Because they're what? Not Dexter? That's insane.
RDr Ross
Yet you're not biologically related.
RDr Ross
It would be understandable; given the past traumas the two of you have shared, for you to develop complex feelings for him.
Why the fuck are we even talking about this?
RDr Ross
You mentioned Dexter. He comes up in these sessions a lot. Aren't you curious as to why that is?
He's a huge part of my life. That's it. End of story.
RDr Ross
You getting upset?
Fuck, yes, I'm getting upset, because you're making it sound like I want to...be with him or something.
Look, I love my brother, but I am sure as shit not in love with my brother, if that's what you're getting at. We're done here.
You were right. I told him. I fucking told my brother that I love him and he said I love you back. Not me too, or something like that. He actually said I love you.
RDr. Ross
Wow. It's big, isn't it?
Yeah, I don't think he understood that I'm actually in love with him, but he still said the actual words for the first time.
RDr. Ross
So what do you think it means?
I don't know what the fuck it means. That's why I'm here. Is this is just horribly wrong?
RDr. Ross
Does it feel wrong?
It makes my whole life -- every man I've ever loved makes sense. It's like I've always been looking for someone like Dexter, or someone who's the opposite of Dexter, as a way to avoid the fact that I'm in love with him. It's just clear to me. I want it to be clear to him. I want him to understand.
This is the way the world ends. Your world, anyway...
No! No, no! I'm supposed to finish enacting the seven keys.
But I was chosen! I was chosen to bring about the new world.
Chosen to kill innocent people?
My son is. You tried to kill him.
God allowed his son to die.
How could you believe in that?
Because I walk the path of the righteous.
I've known people who believed in God. They would never use their faith as a convenient excuse to kill 10 people. You used God. It's not the other way around.
You... You are a shining example of how putrid man has become.
I am a father, a son, a serial killer.
You're going to burn in hell.
No, I think I belong right here. Because maybe there is a place for me in this world - just as I am. Light cannot exist without darkness. Each has its purpose. And if there is a purpose to my darkness, maybe it's to bring some...balance to this world. Because, let's face it, the world is going to be a better place without you.
The world is going to end. And when it does, I will be by God's side.
No, I almost envy you. It must be nice to be so certain.
You're wrong about everything because you don't believe in God, but I have faith. I trust in God's plan.
Really? Then it must be God's plan that you're on my table. Do you think it's God's will that I'm about to kill you? God has nothing to do with this! You are wrapped in plastic because I want to kill you.
This is not how it's supposed to be!
Maybe this is exactly how it's supposed to be. Maybe everything is exactly as it should be.
