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The Haunting of Hill House
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S1 E15Unfinished Business

She saved me!

I feel a little clearer just now. We have.

All of us have. Wouldn't have changed anything. I need you to know that.

Nell.

The rest is confetti.

So many times and we didn't know it. All of us.

Nelly?

No, not a heart.

Nell?

A stomach. We have. All of us have.

I don't think she can hear us.

So many times and we didn't know it.

All right, we need to get Luke out of here, we need to get him to a hospital - I don't get it.

All this time we tried to get into this room and now we can't get the fuck out.

I feel like I've been here before.

We have. All of us have. So many times and we didn't know it. All of us. I feel a bit clearer now. Everything's been out of order. Time, I mean. I thought for so long that time was like a line, that... that our moments were laid out like dominoes, and that they... fell, one into another and on it went, just days tipping, one into the next, into the next, in a long line between the beginning... and the end. But I was wrong. It's not like that at all. Our moments fall around us like rain. Or... snow. Or confetti. You were right. We have been in this room. So many times and we didn't know. All of us. Mom says... that a house is like a body... and that every house... has eyes. And bones. And skin. And a face. This room is like the heart of the house. No, not a heart, a stomach. It was your dance studio, Theo. It was my toy room. It was a reading room for mom. A game room for Steve. A family room for Shirley. A treehouse. But it was always the Red Room. It put on different faces so that'd we'd be still and quiet. While it digested. I'm like a small creature swallowed whole by a monster. And the monster feels my tiny little movements inside.

You have to live.

I don't- I don't know how to do this without you.

I learned a secret. There's no without. I am not gone. I'm scattered into so many pieces, sprinkled on your life like new snow. There's so much I want to say to you all.

I'm so sorry our last words were in anger.

They weren't our last.

I'm sorry. I'm sorry that I didn't... answer the phone.

But you did. So many times.

I'm sorry if I didn't listen, and I'm sorry...

It wouldn't have changed anything. I need you to know that. Forgiveness is warm. Like a tear on a cheek. Think of that and of me when you stand in the rain. I loved you completely. And you loved me the same. That's all. The rest is confetti.

How long has it been since you were here?

Longer than I intended. It was too hard to see you here, this way. But I still had you with me.

Oh, love. That wasn't me, that was just you. What were you doing all this time away?

I was holding a door. Holding a door closed. I had my back against it, and my arms out wide, because I knew there were monsters in the other side and they wanted what was left of our family. And I held it so hard, I didn't have arms left for the kids. The monsters got through anyway.

That's what monsters do.

I don't feel anything.

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That's okay, none taken.

No, I don't I don't feel anything else.

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Because you're normal. What were you feeling before?

I was feeling fear. And... And guilt.

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Fear and guilt are sisters.

I've lived with ghosts since I was a kid. Since before I knew they were even there. Ghosts are guilt, ghosts are secrets, ghosts are regrets and failings. But most times most times a ghost is a wish. Like a marriage is a wish. A marriage can be like a house and a marriage can be haunted, and I let that happen to us. And I'm so sorry, Leigh.

Fear. Fear is the relinquishment of logic, the willing relinquishing of reasonable patterns. But so, it seems, is love. Love is the relinquishment of logic. The willing relinquishing of reasonable patterns. We yield to it or we fight it but we cannot meet it halfway. Without it, we cannot continue for long to exist sanely under conditions of absolute reality. Hill House, not sane, stands against its hills holding darkness within. It has stood for a hundred years and might stand a hundred more. Within, walls continue upright, bricks meet neatly, floors are firm and doors are sensibly shut. Silence lay steadily against the wood and stone of Hill House and those who walk there walk together.

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