I've seen a lot of ghosts. Just not the way you think. A ghost can be a lot of things. A memory, a daydream, a secret. Grief, anger, guilt. But, in my experience, most times they're just what we want to see. Most times, a ghost is a wish.
[Shirley slams the manuscript on the table in front of Steven]
[worried] You didn't like it.
LCLeigh Crain
What's going on?
My brother raped the family, is what's going on.
Look, I get that things haven't gone well for your writing, and when you said you wanted to do a book about the house, I understand that, but this...
I sent you guys the manuscript in case you had any objections. I didn't have to do that.
Of course, we object. I object, Steve.
LCLeigh Crain
Let's calm down a bit.
You be calm, Leigh. It's not your name in here. It's not your family.
LCLeigh Crain
OK, it is my family...
You weren't here. [turns back to Steven] Nell, Luke, Theo, they were kids, the things they told you in confidence.
It's clear they were kids...
You make Mom sound fucking crazy. And the Dudleys and Dad? This is the worst of the bullshit. Worse than the tabloids.
Dad had every opportunity to set that straight. What am I supposed to write? He said it was haunted. Those are his words.
He was a wreck and he just lost his wife.
And he hasn't said SHIT since. Does he talk to you, Shirl? Does he talk to you about what happened that night? Because all I've got are those tabloid quotes. He refuses to tell us anything else.
He believed it, Steve. When he said those things, he believed them. In the moment, at least, and you never did.
And now you're digging up that stuff for a buck? So you can stop living off credit for a change?
LCLeigh Crain
[to Shirley] Look, I can tell that you're upset, but Steve...
A buck? Do you know how much money they're offering on the advance? We can buy a house, we can move to L.A. We can... I need to start a life for my own family.
We're our family, Steve. What you're doing to Mom...
Mom was mentally ill. It's a fact. I'll be damned if the apple didn't fall too far from... [he stops himself and Shirley is shaken by his words] I'm sorry.
Nobody's buying the novel, Shirl.
You gave me the book. Now you know what I think. You publish this, you know what it costs.
MMax
I know Grandma's dead. But she still comes to my room at night and she still sits on my bed, even though Mommy and Daddy said she wouldn't. And I told her not to, but she was there again last night. And last night was bad. She looked different. Her fingers were purple, she didn't have teeth, and she did not have hair. I don't want to see her again, especially like that. So, I'm not going to look at her tomorrow, and I don't want to see her in the open castle.
So is this your first rehab, Joey?
JJoey
Uh, it's far from it. Some of us are addicted to treatment centers, huh?
It's not Luke's first rodeo either. So what's different this time? Something must be. I mean, you know the definition of insanity--
Doing the same thing over and over--
JJoey
--and expecting different results. Sure, man. Sure. They're all different, though. Every day is different, every craving is different, every meeting is different--
Right, I'm not trying to suggest that you're not taking this seriously.
JJoey
Oh, and I'm just--this time around--I'm just speaking for myself--I got more support. And I'm giving more support. So in a sense I guess you could say, it looks like the same thing over and over again, but that's not insanity. Out there on the streets, that's insanity.
JJoey
So that's what recovery is, you know, it's the same thing over and over again in spite of the results--or in spite of a backslide or in spite of a full-fledged fucking relapse. Doesn't mean you stop just because it gets a little repetitive. One day at a time. When we decide to get clean it's not because we expect it to be fucking exciting, you know?