Daniel Holden and Tawney Talbot in “Sexual Peeling”

I'm just so aware that most of what I draw on from inside my head are things I've read about. My real life experiences are actually rather narrow. I don't think about the seasons, not for the longest time, anyway.

I'm sorry.

I don't mean to sound pitiful.

Oh no, you don't, not really.

I don't feel that way, sorry for myself. I do feel I am being received sometimes that way, by others. And I know I have a part in that somehow, I just don't have it figured out yet.

That will probably take some time, figuring things out.