Shandi quotes from America's Next Top Model

Everything's come together and I feel so pretty... right now.

[About her boyfriend] Going to the movies, that's like our secret thing that we shared, and it really hurt when he said that.

[About Liliana Rolando, casting director] She's a meany and she is a bad woman and I don't like her!

I've grown into a person I like and appreciate more.

When I get home, I won't feel so lost. I won't feel so insecure.

[in confessional about confessing to her boyfriend, Eric that she cheated] This is probably the most overwhelming stressful thing.

[to Shandi on the phone] How're you doing?

[to her boyfriend, Eric on the phone] Not so good.

[to Shandi on the phone] What's wrong?

[to her boyfriend, Eric on the phone] Um...I don't know how to start this.

[to Shandi on the phone] What'd you do?

[in confessional] I just want to let my boyfriend know what happened, but I'm so scared.

[to Shandi on the phone] Just please tell me what you did. Just tell me!

[crying to her boyfriend, Eric on the phone] I just did maybe the worst possible thing I could do!

[to Shandi on the phone] YOU HAD SEX?!

[to her boyfriend, Eric on the phone] Yeah.

[to Shandi on the phone] Oh my God, honey! Oh my God!

[in confessional] I don't expect him...to want to continue, like, to want to work it out. I don't think he's going to...be willing.

[to Shandi on the phone] Why did you do that?!

[to her boyfriend, Eric on the phone] I don't know!

[to Shandi on the phone] Were you that lonely? If that was last night... Wow, you've changed. You're... you're not Shandi. To cheat on someone you've known for four years, I never thought you could do that.

[to her boyfriend, Eric on the phone] Please forgive me.

[to Shandi on the phone] I can't be with someone who cheated on me!

[to her boyfriend, Eric on the phone] Oh, God!

[to Shandi on the phone] What do you want me to do?! W–What can I say to this?! How can I hug you?! This is so messed up. Don't you think back to everything we've been through? You think about how we wanted to be together forever and then you throw it away?! You stupid bitch! [starts sobbing with Shandi] WHAT WERE YOU THINKING?! I'm hanging up.

[in confessional] I just wanna see Eric and look him in the eye and just let him know that I cared about him.