[Iris gives the eulogy at H.R.'s funeral]
Iris
When I think of H.R., I'm reminded of a story that John Lennon once told. When Lennon was five years old, his teacher asked him to write down what he wanted to be when he grew up. Lennon wrote "Happy". His teacher said that he didn't understand the assignment, and Lennon said they didn't understand life. H.R. understood life. He wasn't a genius, and he didn't have super-speed. But when we needed him the most, he was a hero. He was my hero. [walks over to Joe]
[hugging Iris] Mine, too.
[Cisco places H.R.'s drumsticks on the gravestone.]
[to the casket] Good on ya, mate.
[to the casket] Thanks for believing in me, H.R.
[Barry takes Cisco aside.]
Hey, I've been looking for the right time to tell you.
Right before H.R. died, he asked me to give you a message.
[Flashback to H.R. whispering to Barry: "Tell Cisco this took strength, and he gave it to me."]
I know that you've had a connection with every Wells that we've met, but... I dunno, something about this Wells...
[Barry prepares to enter the Speed Force prison to save Central City from being destroyed.]
Iris
Barry, Wally and Jay said they were in Hell.
[A portal opens from the Speed Force, and Nora Allen appears.]
Barry isn't going to Hell. But like all runners must eventually, he's reached his finish line. His race is over.
Iris
You can't take him with you.
She's not taking me anywhere. I have to go.
Iris
Why? Why are you being punished?
This, all of this, it started with my mistake. With Flashpoint. This is my penance. This is my redemption.
My beautiful boy. It's time to rest.
Babe, do you really need... all the smelly old records in there?
Iris
Oh, Cecile.
Records? You mean my vintage jazz LP collection, that I painstakingly and carefully collected over the last thirty years?
Those are my loves, babe. They're going in the coffin with me when I die.
Okay, maybe we could bury them now, and you can just join them at a later date.
Oh, you got jokes. You're lucky I only gave you the key, 'cause I'm starting to re-think this whole move-in thing.
[smiling] No, I'm not. [They laugh and kiss.]
Iris
It's been really hard, Barry.
Hey, I'm back. And I'm not going anywhere ever again.
Iris
I tried to keep going. To keep fighting, to keep running, like you said.
You did. You kept everyone together. I'm so proud of you, okay? Look, it sounds funny, but... maybe this was a blessing.
Iris
You being gone for six months was a blessing?
I just... I can't tell you... how I feel, Iris. It's like... everything that was wrong in my life. The pain, my past, my mistakes, it's all just washed away, and all I see is you, and us, and our future together. Iris, it's gonna be great. [They kiss.]
Look, I don't know, I guess our wires have gotten crossed a few times the last few days, but I think that hardly rises to the level of a crisis. After everything we've been through together, you and me, we're Barry and Iris. we're the Gold standard. I am so in --
Iris
Then how could you leave me?! You left me, Barry. You just left me. Standing there, alone. [getting emotional] How could you do that?
Iris, it's not like I wanted to leave you. I had to put on a brave face, for everyone. But it was killing me inside. And I think part of why I didn't talk it through with you is I was afraid. I was afraid that you would tell me to stay. And I wouldn't have been strong enough not to.
Iris
Barry, how do you know what I'm going to say if you don't ask me? I am here to help you, especially when everything seems lost. But you have to let me.
But sometimes it's not about us. Or the team. Sometimes the weight of the whole city falls on my shoulders, and it's up to me to carry it. I'm the Flash.
Iris
See, that's what you don't get. When I put this ring on my finger, it wasn't just about you or me anymore. It's about us. You are not the Flash, Barry. We are.
We did it? We brought dark matter into Central City.
When you pulled me out of the Speed Force, yeah.
All the people in that bus. We turned them into metas.
Every time we try to do something right, it goes horribly wrong.
Iris
Maybe we should burn some sage.
You guys tell me. I mean, the city was about to blow up, no one realized I wasn't here...
Iris
Where did you go, Wally?
I went to Earth-2. I had to talk to Jesse, hear it from her. She told me she needs to focus on herself, and I get it, and I think I have to do the same, right? So... I'm leaving Central City.
Iris
Where you gonna go?
I know a guy who can breach me to another Earth. Start over. Escape Amunet. Be who I want to be.
Iris
And that's Killer Frost. Right?
Don't be cute, West. You can't stop me.
Iris
I wasn't planning on it. Look. I know you could kill me. Just like you could have killed Amunet tonight, or Cisco six months ago. But you didn't. There is a part of you that is good and decent. You just don't know how to accept it.
You think you know me now?
Iris
No. But I do know what Caitlin looks like when she's scared. And you have that same look in your eyes right now. [puts her hands on Killer Frost's shoulders] You're just as afraid of being Caitlin as Caitlin is of being Killer Frost.
[Killer Frost's face goes from scared back to tough.]
If you still want to have a hand for Barry to put a ring on,... I suggest you move it. [Iris complies and Killer Frost leaves.]
Iris
Okay, so do you want to tell me what's really bothering you?
My Spidey sense is just tingling way off the charts.
Iris
Barry, is there any chance this is about the wedding? I mean, maybe you're feeling a little--
Iris
But, you're not acting the way you normally do.
Look, Savitar and Kadabra warned us about someone named DeVoe. This DeVoe guy could be behind everything. The bus metas. Me coming out of the Speed Force at the wrong place. The Samuroid.
Iris
Barry, is there a possibility that you are so determined to find the bad guy and get ahead of everything that you're seeing things exactly the way you want to see them?
No. I.... Maybe, I dunno....
I've faced a lot of bad guys. People who would hurt the ones that I love, destroy everything good in the world and think nothing of it. But this guy, he feels more dangerous than all the others combined. And we still know barely anything about him. Scares the hell out of me, Iris.
Iris
Barry, how many times have we been up against the unknown?
Iris
How?
Ever since I came back from the Speed Force, I have been... constantly and genuinely happy. My friends are safe. Joe's gonna be a dad, again. And next week, I get to marry the love of my life. I have more to lose now than ever before.
Iris
Yeah, but, what about after Cecile has the baby? Or after we get married? Or even when we have our first child? You know, as time goes by, there's gonna be even more for us to lose. And people are always gonna be coming after us. You can't let that consume you. You just have to live in the moment and face it as it comes.
Iris
Because we're the Flash. [Iris and Barry kiss]
I have been thinking recently that... you know, when I first got my powers, I would use any excuse to use them. It would just be me and the road, and everything around me would disappear. It was, like, the first time in my life, I really felt like I was... at peace. But I just... feel like that all the time now. I don't have to run when I'm with you.
Iris
Awww. That's so sweet. [kisses Barry]
I love you, Iris West-Allen.
Iris
I love you, too.
You're the team leader. Team leader's supposed to make the tough call.
Iris
I made a call. I said we would look for both of them (Barry and Caitlin).
No. Looking for both of them is not a choice. We're overtaxing our resources, our people, because you won't face the hard truth. And the hard truth is, we can't look for both. We can only look for one.
Iris
Harry, I just made a vow to love and protect Barry. To stand by him through thick and thin. And now you're asking me to choose between my husband's life and me friend's? [Harry nods] I can't. I, I can't do that–
You have to. Or you risk losing them both. You have to choose.