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E.R. · Season 13, Episode 14

“Murmurs of the Heart” quotes from E.R.

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“Murmurs of the Heart” · Season 13, Episode 14

In this episode: Curtis Ames (3), Luka Kovač (2), Abby Lockhart (1)

You're the successful doctor... right? You're smart, you're beautiful. You got the man, you got the baby, you got everything. So don't take it personal, when I say to you: you have no idea where I am right now.

You're wrong.

You think so?

Yeah. I think I know exactly where you are right now. You know nine years ago I had... My marriage was over, my mother was in a mental institution for the seventh time, I don't know and I drank... a lot. A lot! And I had reached this... I... You know what, I... One morning, I woke up in this apartment and I had no idea how I got there, next to some guy I didn't even remember meeting. And he was going through my stuff looking for money so he and his buddy could get a fix. So I ran outta there and I went downstairs, and I tried to get a cab, but I had no idea where I was and it was five o'clock in the morning and there were no cars in the street, so I just... I just sat down on the stoop and I just... I waited for something to happen. And at that moment I'm telling you, I knew, I mean, I was positive that happiness was something I was never gonna find.

Getting deep on me now.

[In tears] No! I am just trying to tell you that things can change, they can get better, even if you don't see it, they can!

[A tear is shown shining in Curtis' eye]

MMeg

[to Tony before she dies] Sarah, she's yours. Tony.... She's yours.

I've had a gun pointed at me before. I know you're not the type of man to use that.

[pistol-whips Luka in the face] You see? I used it.

[crushing Luka's hand in a vice] Tell me how it feels. Tell me - tell me what it's doing to you.

[groaning in pain] I can, uh... I can feel, uh... crashing of the metacarpal heads. Ah... the digital nerves being compressed. I'm losing... sensation, motor control.

You know what I mean, you know what I mean?

I don't.

[raises his foot to kick the vice again] You know what I...

I don't, I don't! Wait, wait, wait! Stop, please!

Then tell me... how it feels!

[gasping for breath] Just stop it...

[shouting] Come on, Luka! Come on! You see people in pain, EVERY DAY! Tell me how it feels!

[gritted teeth] You son of a bitch...

See, do you feel me? Now?

What do you want from me, huh? WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME? [tries to stand but collapses in pain, gasping] I can't... do it without my hands. I'm a doctor. I have a wife, a child!

[It's hard, right?

Is that what you want, huh? Is that what you want? I won't be able to take care of my family! I won't be able to do anything, I'm nothing, okay? I'm NOTHING! You wanna kill me, huh? Is that what you want, you wanna kill me? Kill me now!

Now you get it, now you say something! Now you finally understand a little!

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