[Helen Smith admits being contacted by the Resistance and John confirms the existence of another Thomas]
This, this portal you're talking about I-I mean, what?
You've seen it yourself, Helen. You've seen the movies. Well, I've been there. He's alive.
I have had that fantasy so many times, but it's just that, John, it's a fantasy.
No.
He's not -
[sits down and clasps her hands] I've seen him. Helen, I've seen our beautiful boy. He's real. He's real as you and me. I want you to - I want you to have the same thing I had, Helen, I want you to see him yourself.
[emotional] Well, of course I want that, but -
He's not sick, he's healthy, he's strong. He's doing so well. He's - There is a war, and he has enlisted. He is so much like our Thomas.
Uh, but he's-he's not. He's not our Thomas.
I can see what's gonna happen. Helen, he's gonna die all over again unless we do something. We can save him.
How?
We can bring him home.
[surprised at the idea] You want to bring this boy here? As what, as a-a prisoner?
Now, I've struggled with that. I know it's not gonna be easy, but, uh, I don't think we have any choice. I can't lose him again. He's gonna hate us, but he's gonna be alive, and I can live with that.
Well, I can't, I can't. I can't live with that.
When you see him again, you're gonna change your mind.
No. [stands up]
Helen -
No, No! Thomas is dead. Amy isn't ours anymore. Her mind belongs to the state, and Jennifer, well, Jennifer has rejected us. We had three chances and we wasted them all.
That-that's where you're wrong, Helen.
If there is a better version of me out there somewhere, I want her to have my son, because you and I, we don't deserve to have a child.
You're saying you have a chance to see your son again and you're not gonna take it?
I wouldn't want him to see what we have become.
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