If you pretend to not know me, I might shoot you in the head. We owe Riley the truth, don't you think? We owe the dead that much.
Jesse
You're John Connor.
Jesse
Where is she? The metal.
If she were here, you'd be dead. You know that. Could you please give me your gun? You're not going to shoot me. You know, I've been running from the machines my whole life. They tried to kill my mom before I was even born. When I was twelve they sent one after me. I was a kid and I was stupid. I didn't know what it was all about. Both times future me sent someone back to stop them. The first time it was a soldier. His name was Kyle Reese, and he died saving my mother's life. The second time it was a machine, and I used to wonder why I did that. Why I took that chance. I don't wonder anymore. Human beings can't be replaced. They can't be rebuilt. They die and they never come back. You know, it wasn't Derek who told me, if that's what you're wondering. He loves you, Derek. You and me, we're the only things he has in this world. The only things. He's like Riley in that way. See, she made mistakes. Small things, sometimes. A word or a phrase. Carrots and apples. I'm guessing that's yours. When we were in Mexico she heard my real name, she ignored it. A man took my picture and she destroyed his camera. She put herself between me and a machine that was hunting me. So one day I realized she wasn't treating me like John Baum, she was treating me like John Connor.
Jesse
When was that?
I don't remember exactly. It was a bad day, though. A bad day. Anyway, I started following her, and the rest was easy and hard.
Jesse
She wanted to tell you.
I know, but she didn't. [Looking at the cuts on Jesse's face] She do that to you? See, she figured out what you really had planned. Figured it out before I did. I couldn't figure out why she would tell the school counselor, or go to DCFS. She didn't, did she? I only understood after I saw how you'd hurt her. That's when I knew what you tried to do and how it went wrong.
Jesse
You saw her. I'm sorry.
Yeah. Everybody says that. The thing is, this is all my fault. I knew Riley was in trouble. I didn't help her. I should have, but I didn't. I knew what she was. I didn't try to stop her.
Jesse
You wanted it to be real.
Jesse
You didn't want to be John Baum. You wanted to be John Connor.
That's just the thing, isn't it? I am John Connor. [Throws a packed bag at Jesse's feet] Go. Go.
Jesse
Just like that?
Just like that. If I have to live with this, so do you.
Jesse
What if it worked?
Jesse
If the cyborg had murdered the girl or if I could have made you believe that she had.
Would I have sent Cameron away? Would I have killed her? No.
Jesse
Well, it's a damn shame then. It's a damn waste.
Jesse
We opened the damn box. Hell came out of it. How many times do we need to go over this?
Until you give me the answer.
Jesse
Not you. Take me to Connor.
Jesse
No. The liquid metal thing inside the box. It came to me before we escaped, and it gave me a message for John Connor. For him, not for you.
Telling me is the same as telling John.
Jesse
Dietz was right. Who the hell is running this war? What the hell are we fighting for if telling you is the same as telling Connor? You're a damned machine! You're not the same. It's not the same! Fine. To hell with you. You tell John Connor that the metal monster said the answer is no. What does that mean, huh? Hey, tell me! If the answer is no, what was the question?
Jesse
What?
That was the question. Will you join us.