Ilana and Benjamin Linus in “Dr. Linus”

What are you waiting for?

I want to explain.

Explain what?

I want to explain that I know what you're feeling.

You have no idea what I'm feeling.

I watched my daughter Alex die in front of me. And it was my fault. I had a chance to save her, but I chose the island... Over her. All in the name of Jacob. I sacrificed everything for him... And he didn't even care. Yeah, I stabbed him. I was... so angry.. Confused. I... I was terrified that I was about to lose the only thing that had ever mattered to me... my power. But the thing that really mattered... Was already gone. I'm sorry that I killed Jacob. I am. And I do not expect you to forgive me because... I can never forgive myself.

Then what do you want?

Just... let me leave.

Where will you go?

To Locke.

Why?

Because he's the only one that'll have me.

I'll have you.