Yeah. I saw a woman today who almost killed her baby because she didn't trust us. And I thought "How can we encourage people to trust us more if we don't show them trust first?".
[muttering in frustration] You've shown extremely poor decision-making today. From this point on, you are not to set foot in the O.R. until I deem you ready to return. Do you understand?
Fearing for your baby's safety is the most natural thing in the world. When I was pregnant, I lost my husband. I was afraid of a lot of things. And then one day, after I had my son, I was up in a high-rise building on the balcony and suddenly had this vivid image of myself falling over the railing. And my first thought was what would happen to my son if I wasn't here for him? And the craziest part is my favorite thing in the world had always been Ferris wheels and roller coasters and being up in the air. But from that day on, I had this totally irrational fear of heights. It is really scary being solely responsible for that tiny, defenseless person inside of you. But you are letting your fear win. And it's gonna end badly.
Seriously? His, uh, paranoia that there's something living inside him, and his attempt to remove it, is literally a textbook definition of a somatic delusional disorder.
I'm stuck on the level of premeditation. You know, sterilization with Betadine, the clean incision, doing it near a hospital... all that kind of forethought, it's just not consistent with schizophrenic psychosis.
I'm just not there yet. My gut tells me it's chemical. You know, like maybe a methamphetamine overdose. Before we go any further, let's run a tox screen, see if he's just... high.
Hey, Nat, I was speaking with Eric; the drugs, he's self-medicating. Since he was a kid, he's gotten sick after eating protein. Myra was a vegan; avoided protein.
Ketosis. Her body was starving, so it started digesting muscle as fuel, which released protein into her blood. Okay, well, that explains what made her sick last month, but what about today?
Which is how she was able to avoid symptoms for so long, but when she pushed herself and didn't eat - finals, the fellowship - her body started breaking down muscle, which released protein into her blood.
CACarol Adams
So, you mean she'd be alive right now if she'd just... eaten?
DADon Adams
If this disease is genetic, that means one of us gave it to her.
Yeah. We were only able to diagnose her once Eric explained his lethargy and sickness after eating. We believe he has the defect, as well, and has been self-medicating with drugs.
What happened back there... sometimes when people are grieving, they last out.
EAEric Adams
Yeah, no, that's... that's how my folks always are. Man, they-they-they think I'm, uh... I'm worthless. I don't know. May-maybe I am, but they think I want to be like this, and-and I really don't. Uh, you know, My-Myra, she was the only one who ever, like... like, really... like, like, saw me. You know?
Listen, Dr. Reese, if you're thinking that in some way this might've been your fault, it just wasn't. He was a very self-destructive guy, and there's just no guarantee the outcome would've been any different no matter where he ended up.
So, uh... yeah, things got a little... out of hand today, and, um... you know, if the offer's still good, I was thinking that... maybe I could use a few days off.
Wait a minute, she won't consent to being tested because she'd rather die than have her family find out she has AIDS, and you're saying she's capable of making rational decisions.