[In response to the Cylons calling his bluff about nuking the planet.]
Adama
Are we?
Adama
Mr. Hoshi, order nuclear ground-strike missiles into launch tubes 4-10.
HHoshi
[On the intercom] Aye sir, This is a nuclear mission order...
Adama
Nuking the planet.
Adama
You took the Cylons to the Temple. To the Eye of Jupiter. What did it tell them? What did it tell them about Earth?
Adama
What were you looking for, doctor? What were you looking for?
Their faces but they wouldn't show them to me.
Their faces? Whose faces?
I thought I might be one of them. I told them I wanted to be one of them.
All my sins forgiven. A new beginning.
Are you a Cylon, doctor Baltar?
[After a lengthy pause] No..
[Adama and Apollo argue after the assassination attempt]
Adama
What the hell were you doing out there? I gave you an order. To do a job.
Excuse me, I was doing my job.
Adama
Yeah, being led around by the nose! That bastard yanked your chain and you jumped.
He wanted files from the Colonial One.
Adama
It was the middle of the night.
You assigned me to security.
Adama
Yeah. And there was a bomb on that ship and you missed it.
[Lee asks Adama about Roslin]
AAdama
After what you did to Tigh, you're the last person I'd confide in.
Me? I didn't do anything to Tigh. He was drunk. It's really not my fault.
AAdama
You told Lampkin about Ellen.
I didn't even know about Ellen.
You're calling me a liar?
AAdama
I'm calling you a liar and a coward. One who doesn't have the guts to go after the man himself. Instead you hand the shiv to a stranger. Let him stab Tigh in the back. And for what? Traitor, piece of garbage, Gaius Baltar. Doesn't even deserve a trial.
William Adama
I've been going through Cain's log and from a tactical perspective it's hard to find fault in anything she did. Or that Kendra Shaw did.
They butchered innocent civilians, Dad. Come on. How can you ignore that?
William Adama
I know that I didn't have to face any of the situations that she did. I had the President in my face, arguing for the survival of the civilian fleet. I've Colonel Tigh keeping me honest, balancing my morality and my tactics. And I had you. Now...you don't have any children, so you might not understand this, but you see yourself reflected in their eyes. And there are some things that I've thought of doing with this fleet, but I've stopped myself, because I knew I'd have to face you the following day.
[After realizing he's a Cylon, Tigh hallucinates]
William Adama
Saul. Saul! What the hell is wrong with you?
Nothing, Bill. [Tigh pulls out a gun and aims it at Adama.] I've never felt better in my entire life. [Tigh shoots Adama through his right eye.]
Sir, the Cylon strike force has just turned back to their ships. Baseships are spinning up.
Adama
I'd do the same damn thing before they change their mind. Helo, have our fighters cover our withdrawal.
They had us. Game over. Why the hell did they let us go?
TTory
Maybe something's changed.
Adama
[on Kara Thrace's words] What if she's telling the truth? She was supposed to die out there. She didn't. I can't explain it. What if she was meant to help us? And this was a--
A what? A miracle? Is that what you want to call this? Go ahead,say it. Grab your piece of the golden arrow. I want to hear admiral atheist say that a miracle happened.
Adama
You shot at her and missed at close range.
Doloxan fraks with your aim.
Adama
So does doubt.
Lee has no idea. He really has no idea. There are pragmatic realities he refuses to face.
Adama
Well, that's a problem of course. He'd say what he thinks is right.
Well yeah. He is Lee. Thing is, it probably is the right thing, but...sometimes the right thing is a luxury. And it can have profoundly dangerous consequences. And it's almost as if he doesn't want that to be true.
[Roslin, Adama, Tigh and Helo are discussing destroying the hub]
Imagine, once they're gone they can't come back. Mortal enemies.
Before we blow the Hub we need to get a team in, to unbox D'Anna.
Well no, maybe we just don't. Maybe we just forget the godsdamn Boxing Facility.
Adama
Lie to the rebels?
Well, they're lying to us!
Lee said you once gave him something before a mission, a lighter.
Adama
Belonged to my father. Foolish to think a hunk of metal could keep him safe.
And yet that's what we do isn't it. Hang onto hope in every hopelessly irrational way that we can, but not like those poor bastards, giving away their luck just when they need it most. Its like they've given up.
Adama
If you've never been in combat you have no idea what they are thinking.
I always imagined you a realist, Admiral. Not one to indulge a vain hope at the cost of lives, but then everyone has his limits. Sine qua non as they say.
Adama
Without which not.
Yes, those things we deem essential, without which we cannot bear living. Without which life in general loses its specific value. Becomes, abstract.
Adama
You may have a point counselor.
Well, while I'm on a roll, Tom Zarek may not be an ideal president, but we could do worse.
Adama
You're right, there are limits to my realism. Goodbye counselor.
[Tigh comes to Adama's quarters just before the extremely risky attempt to rescue the Baseship hostages begins]
Bill, you gotta scrub this mission.
Admiral William Adama
What the hell are you doing here? You're supposed to be in the CIC.
The Cylons will kill every godsdamn hostage before we put one pair of boots aboard their ship. Laura Roslin will be the next to die, Bill.
Adama
I'm looking for options. You got one?
Yeah. I should've told you when I first found out, but I didn't have the guts.
Adama
What's wrong with you, Saul?
You remember back at the nebula when I told you about that frakking music? I thought it was in the ship. I was wrong. It was a signal. Some kind of crazy, frakked-up Cylon signal switched me on. I can't turn it off.
Adama
[not wanting to understand] Switched you on.
Like Boomer. I'm one of the Five.
Adama
The Five.
One of the Cylons D'Anna's after.
Adama
[rising from his desk] Quit frakking with me. Colonel, I've known you for 30 years. When I met you, you had hair. I've never heard of a Cylon aging.
Doesn't mean they don't. Before the attack on the Colonies, we didn't know the skinjobs existed. Turns out there's another kind of Cylon we didn't know about, and I'm one of them.
Adama
[desperate] On New Caprica, you were in captivity. They did something to you, they... An implant, a post-hypnotic suggestion that makes you feel this way. Let's go talk to Doc Cottle...
[grabs Adama by the shoulders] Listen to me! It is not a delusion. It is not a chip in my head. I am a Cylon. I've fooled you for months now. I didn't want to, but I did.
Adama
Get your hands off of me.
[releasing him] If I'd had the guts to airlock myself when I first found out, we wouldn't be in this mess. But that's the way out. Not this suicidal attack. I am one of the Final Five. D'Anna will back down if you threaten to flush me out an airlock.
[After learning that the truth about Tigh being a Cylon, Adama is reduced to a sobbing wreck in his son's arms]
Okay. Dad, Dad, Dad, listen. No one suspected. No one. Not with his record, what he did on New Caprica. His eye, what happened to his wife... [tries to haul his father back to his feet] Come on, let's get up.
William Adama
What have I done? All the people I've sent to die, for what? For what?
AAdama
There is no Earth. It's a frakking joke. There is no Earth.
Okay, Dad, listen to me. Listen to me! Pull it together.
AAdama
I can't... I can't kill him. I can't kill the bastard. I can't. I can't.
Okay, Dad. It's gonna be okay. It's gonna be okay. I'll take care of it.
[Roslin sits alone on the floor; she calmly lights one page of a book on fire and begins turning the rest of the pages into the flame one by one. Admiral Adama enters]
Adama
We've gotta do something. Morale's going down the toilet. [sees the book] What are you doing? [realizes what the book is] Pythian prophecy. [sits down beside Roslin] Cottle told me that you didn't show up for your Doloxan treatment.
Adama
Do you wanna tell me why?
Adama
You're gonna reschedule.
Adama
Laura, you need your treatments.
Adama
What are you doing? Are you just gonna lie down and quit? You're the one who made me believe in this-
You shouldn't have listened to me. When the Cylons first attacked, you should've held your ground and kept fighting. Because I was wrong. I was wrong about everything. And all those people who listened, and they trusted me, and they followed me, all those people... they're dead. [Adama reaches out to stop her burning the book, but she brushes his hand away] Don't. Stop. Stop. [breaking down] Don't touch me. Just go. [Adama walks out of the room] Burn. Just burn.