Lena
Where is she?
She's this way. Hey, listen, I know that you and Supergirl, you don't always see eye to eye on everything, but it means a tremendous amount to us, to... to me, that you're always here when we need you the most.
Lena
People underestimate me, but I care. I really do.
Well, CatCo's newest addition. It's very nice to finally meet you.
We've heard a lot about you.
Lena
Well, James said your passion for making the world a better place is matched only by the elegance of your prose, so...
I wish I could say I paid him, but I could not have made that up.
I happened to meet with a regular guy, named Tom, who happens to be afraid of aliens and afraid of their capabilities and he feels inferior.
People can be powerful too. You and Alex are examples of that, James.
Lena
Yeah, but not as powerful as aliens. I mean, no matter how many weights you lift, you'll never be as strong as Supergirl.
No, but with technology, we can hold our own.
Lena
But what if we could do more? What if we could make people super?
It's not possible. The biological processes that cause alien powers are incompatible with human DNA.
Lena
Okay, but just say we could, right? If James is right and people feeling inferior is what makes them join these hate groups, then we could just level the playing field.
The last thing we need is a bunch of evil people running around with superpowers.
Lena
Okay, but evil people wouldn't get powers.
So, only certain people qualify?
And who would decide who gets them? They'd be playing God.
Lena
And if they don't listen?
Then I will find a way to make them listen.
Lena
That's not a plan.
I don't have time to talk about this right now.
Lena
They don't have time to talk either. They're out there looking for a fight!
I appreciate the fact that you're trying to help me, I do. But I don't need it. I'm gonna be fine.
Lena
Right, because you can handle it?
Yes, I can handle myself! I don't need you freaking out about every little problem that I have in my life! Take the DA for example. You got all worked up about that, and it turned out to be fine! Okay? I'm going.
Lena
It was fine because I made it fine!
What are you talking about.
Lena
I talked to the DA, James. I traded information about Bruno Manheim and she dropped the indictment.
Lena
You heard me.
Lena
I would do it again in a heartbeat. I love you, and there's no line in the universe I would not cross to keep you safe.
If that's what you think love is, I'm not sure if I want any part of that.
Where did you grow up, Nia?
A small town up north called Parthas.
Lena
Doesn't that mean "paradise" in Irish? It's a pretty high bar.
Paradise is an understatement. The town's not just beautiful, but aliens and humans have lived together in harmony for decades.
"Against other things, it is possible to obtain security, but when it comes to death, we human beings all live in an unwalled city." Do you know who said that?
Lena
Please, Lex, you don't have to do this.
I'm doing this for us, for the entire human race. Listen down below. They're already cheering. And it was Epicurus, by the way. An aphorism 230 years old, and yet still as apt as ever.
Lena
You sound like a freshman philosophy major, and you're gonna kill millions of people. The world can't live under a red sun.
Neither can Superman. You see, sis, we as a people have become soft and fat, and stupid. [calls are made on a loudspeaker for him to surrender; he taps his watch, and an explosion is heard] Where was I?
Lena
My god, Lex, you killed them.
Oh, that's right. Uh, we must put faith in ourselves, but instead, we look up to him, with big, glassy eyes because we think he's invincible. But it's my duty to dispel the world of that notion. And when he dies, they will finally wake up and see him for what he really was, a false god.
Lena
At least he's a good man.
HE IS NOT A MAN! I was the man of tomorrow, not him! Not him!
Lena
So it's all ego, then?
[surrendering as armed soldiers enter] No, it's science. I want to see if the Kryptonian pretender can bleed. Even gods can die. You'll see. Everyone will see. And then, they're gonna thank me.
They call this a mercy furlough.
Lena
Thank you, officer. That'll be all.
They never let me out of their sight. As if I'd run away like a dog set loose from his leash.
Lena
Well, you would.
Of course I would. But I can't. I'm numb top to bottom. My guts are in knots, there's blood in my...
Lena
Okay, that's enough.
Lena, I'm so sorry this is happening, but you and I both know the limitations of modern medicine. I mean, even best case scenario would leave James paralyzed. Your serum could heal him entirely.
Lena
Or it can kill him. I can't summon a breakthrough through sheer force of will.
Then how is that every time I've seen you work under pressure, you have done exactly that? Lena, you have all of L-Corp and you have the DEO at your disposal. I mean, there must be some resource that you're not utilizing.
Did I ever tell you about my dog, Ignatius? Before you joined our family, he was my closest companion. And when I was seven, he had to be put down.
Lena
If you're gonna continue to compare James to your dying dog, I'm not sure I'm gonna be amenable to your point.
I wanted to be there for the procedure. But Mother insisted that I go on a business trip with Father. She thought I was being too sentimental.
Lena
That's our mom.
That's my mom. A trip with Father, that sounds like something that ordinarily would've pleased me. But on this particular trip, he brought a woman with him, and insisted that she go everywhere with us. [coughing] So, here I was, seven years old, dog dying, Father ignoring me.
Lena
Is there a point to this story?
At first, I swore to loathe this woman. How dare she take my father from me at the moment I needed him most? But I couldn't keep my promise. Because she was wonderful. She was so kind to me. On the day they put Ignatius down, she embraced me, and sang me this beautiful Irish song. By the end of the trip, I wished that she was my mother.
Lena
But she wasn't your mother.
She was yours. I want you to know with certainty that while I came from poison, you came from love. And if the rest of this family stands steadily in darkness, you will always fall into the light. I knew that from the moment I met her.
I have been tasked with tracking down Lex. And I'd like to ask you about Eve Tessmacher.
Lena
You're gonna use Eve to get to Lex.
I think she's the weak link.
Lena
I want in on the investigation.
Lena, you were just assaulted.
Lena
Yeah, and I'm not a cop, but I know Eve.
Okay. But you should know that I'm working with Supergirl on this.
Lena
Finding Lex is more important than any differences we may have.
Uh, so why are we in the 'burbs?
Lena
Well, I realized that Eve is in love with Lex.
Which indicates her heart drives her actions.
Lena
And she spoke fondly of an elderly aunt, her only family in the city.
Mary Tessmacher. This is her house. Eve used to visit every Sunday.
I mean, people actually believe that I attacked the White House. They think I'm a terrorist. Years of helping people just wiped away with one lie.
No, not one lie, it's lots of lies. And Ben Lockwood has been telling whoppers for months. He's just creating division. And then most of the country is just terrified and now they're looking for solutions to make any sense of it.
Shouldn't the truth matter more?
Lena
No, not when Lex is involved. He's an expert at perception. Consummate gaslighter. He can make you doubt things that you know are true.
Lena
[trying to fight tears] I always considered myself strong, brave. But... to share yourself like that, I...
If I am understanding Dreamer's words correctly, none of us should be afraid of who we are. Nor should we fear sharing that.
Lena
I feel so paralyzed right now because I'm not able to. I'm... not able to move forward. I can't find Lex. I can't fix James.
I understand that you have been betrayed by many people in your life, Lena. I know that feeling, too. But if you want to be trusted and accepted, then you must also trust. It will be risky. But I can tell you that if you close all doors, you will have a 99.9% chance of sorrow.
Lena
I'm sorry I was so short with you. You were just trying to do your job.
Friendship is the most important job, and I was so focused on my article, I forgot what really matters.
Lena
No, Kara. The truth is, even if you'd been standing right next to me when Lex escaped, I really wouldn't have let you be there for me.
Lena
Because I'm the one that's keeping secrets. Eve wasn't the only one working with Lex. I... [her emotions begin to overwhelm her] I was working with him, too. He contacted me four months ago. He knew I had the Harun-El. He had cancer and he was afraid to die. He's my brother. And in my heart, I knew he was manipulating me, but I believed him, and I helped him and he betrayed me. And I was weak, and I will never forgive myself for that. I can only imagine what you think of me, Kara. I don't blame you.
[hugging her as Lena cries] No, no. You are not weak. You are a brilliant, kind-hearted, beautiful soul. Your brother asked you for help, and in life and death situations, you help family. No one can judge you for that. I'm so sorry you felt like you couldn't tell me.