Angela, Rickie and others in “Dancing in the Dark”

I'm not saying...see, there's thinking about him, right? Which is what I do, all the time, like, like this ...

Obsession.

Right, so?

So, it keeps me going, or something, like I need it, just to get through the day. It -- it's just ...

It's an obsession.

Right. And if you make it real, it, it's not the same. It's not...it's not yours anymore. I don't know -- maybe I'd rather have the fantasy, than even him.

I completely understand this.

I totally and completely disagree. You want Jordan Catalano, in actuality, because...there is no 'because'! You just want him! Only you're programmed to never admit it.

That does have the ring of truth.