Michael and Nikita in “Getting Out Of Reverse”

Why?

They tried to reprogram me. I had to let them think they'd succeeded.

When did it start?

Genefex Mission.

You weren't at the rendezvous point.

Birkoff sent me upstairs and Madeline was waiting. I was tranq'ed. I don't know what they did but when I awoke, I knew they'd been messing with my mind. They tried to strip me of my humanity. No feelings. No connection with anyone.

Why didn't you let me help you?

There was too much surveillance. Believe me... believe me. I have to go.