Casca in “Unfinished Business”

Casca

Griffith has a dream he refuses to abandon, while most people have forgotten about their own dreams long ago. It is grand and it is pure, but it is a heavy weight for one man to carry, no matter how noble he is. And to make such dream a reality, one must inevitably endure terrible things. He wasn't born strong, but because of his dream, he knows that he must be. I want to be by his side during every last moment. If he dedicates himself entirely to his dream, if he has to fight to forge his dream, then I... I want to be a sword for him. His strength during battle. I want to play that important role in the fulfilment of his dream. (to Guts) And once, I believed my wish would be granted. But then, you arrived. Do you even remember, what he said that day on the hilltop when Griffith asked you to join us? The way he spoke - he had never given such high praises to anyone. I was overcome with envy that day. He barely knew you and yet he held you in such regard. I despised you. I tried to convince myself that Griffith wanted you solely for the strength you would add to the Hawks, but I see the way Griffith treats you differently. He becomes unnerved if you're in danger, and acts impulsively, as if, as if... Griffith puts his faith in you, but you, you can't appreciate the implications that that has! And I'll never forget that because of you, because of your recklessness and your selfishness, Griffith was nearly killed! I don't care if you drop dead in a field somewhere, but if you compromise Griffith's dream, if you ruin that, I will never forgive you! Do you hear me?! (breaks down) I can't forgive you for making Griffith change like he has! Why you?! Why did he choose you of all people?! Why you?